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TreyTrey12 · 10-16-2011, 01:46 PM

Honestly this isn't a post seeking redemption because I'm sure it's way past the redeemable threshold...

Last night I experienced a pain so vivid that anything vie ever felt compares nothing to it.
I guess its true, my mom always used to say that "every dog has it's day", and my day has come.

The girl I felt that was easily replaceable, a expendable, is not so easily replaced. I've been with so many different people and honestly no one compares to her. She didn't deserve the treatment i dished out. Taking her for granted, love hurts man and it's a different kind of pain, you cant numb it with Tylenol. I bite my lip in repulse when ever I think about the things I've said or done. Its one of those moments that I wish I could turn back the hands of time.

Listening to her cry for 2 hours straight, such a beautiful face doesn't deserve that. What could I do, or could? Shes following her dreams into the air force , honestly I wish she could stay, but I cant do that she has to pursue her dreams.

The worst part of it all is that she feels She was "my mistake." when All along I truly regret meeting her, because she could have been treated so much better. I'm emotionally scarred for life and honestly I don't think I possess the will power to ever engage in another relationship.
In the end I'm really her mistake. Even with all the error in my ways, she still gave me a chance.
Being a douche bag isn't so cool anymore, and karma is def a ***** cause she will **** u in a way no one else will.

Oisterboy · 10-16-2011, 01:54 PM

And now you know.

Don't forget it, and it won't be a wasted experience.

kait0s · 10-16-2011, 01:59 PM

Everybody goes thru shit like that eventually. Hence all the songs you feel like you can relate to, at right about now.

Like oister said. Take your lesson and get on down the road.

kain222 · 10-16-2011, 03:17 PM

It's called consequence.

It's one of the most shitty things to experience, but most of the time it's deserved. I feel sorry for you, but it's how you learn from it which defines you as a person. Don't waste this opportunity to better yourself, life doesn't hand you a mirror often.

KREVA · 10-16-2011, 03:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kain222

It's called consequence.

Exactly this. Had to quote it because this is what I was about to say.

Kyosumaru · 10-16-2011, 03:26 PM

Why is everyone on this forum being such a candy *** lately.

Nigga, eat a Slim-Jim and man the **** up.
and know tht she's gonna get her shit plowed through in tech school.

SPACE · 10-16-2011, 04:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kyosumaru

Why is everyone on this forum being such a candy *** lately.

Nigga, eat a Slim-Jim and man the **** up.
and know tht she's gonna get her shit plowed through in tech school.

Just wait until it's your turn.
Karma is a *****. -w-

Kyosumaru · 10-16-2011, 04:39 PM

I'm speaking from experience.

I'm not a teenager.

Darc · 10-16-2011, 05:15 PM

You're really doing the right thing now, if you really love someone let him/her go. It hurts, I had a bit of a run in with having to let go. Thankfully everything went back on track, that week was the worst of my life couldn't eat or sleep right.

SPACE · 10-16-2011, 06:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kyosumaru

I'm speaking from experience.

I'm not a teenager.

Not saying you are, just addressing the harsh comment.

Hopefully this will serve me as a lesson aswell..

10-16-2011, 01:46 PM	#1 (permalink)
TreyTrey12 Cingal's Collar Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Somewhere...over the rainbow. Posts: 1,540 Reputation: 96	I should have just stopped Honestly this isn't a post seeking redemption because I'm sure it's way past the redeemable threshold... Last night I experienced a pain so vivid that anything vie ever felt compares nothing to it. I guess its true, my mom always used to say that "every dog has it's day", and my day has come. The girl I felt that was easily replaceable, a expendable, is not so easily replaced. I've been with so many different people and honestly no one compares to her. She didn't deserve the treatment i dished out. Taking her for granted, love hurts man and it's a different kind of pain, you cant numb it with Tylenol. I bite my lip in repulse when ever I think about the things I've said or done. Its one of those moments that I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Listening to her cry for 2 hours straight, such a beautiful face doesn't deserve that. What could I do, or could? Shes following her dreams into the air force , honestly I wish she could stay, but I cant do that she has to pursue her dreams. The worst part of it all is that she feels She was "my mistake." when All along I truly regret meeting her, because she could have been treated so much better. I'm emotionally scarred for life and honestly I don't think I possess the will power to ever engage in another relationship. In the end I'm really her mistake. Even with all the error in my ways, she still gave me a chance. Being a douche bag isn't so cool anymore, and karma is def a *** cause she will ** u in a way no one else will. __________________ Baby girl, I can’t imagine what it’s like for you I got you pregnant now inside there is a life in you I know you wonderin’ if this gon make me think bout wifin’ you Like if you had my first child would I spend my whole life with you Im kinda lost..see. Cole world!

10-16-2011, 01:54 PM	#2 (permalink)
Oisterboy \| (• ◡•)\| (❍ᴥ❍ʋ) Join Date: May 2006 Location: Just Past Jupiter Posts: 16,560 Reputation: 644	And now you know. Don't forget it, and it won't be a wasted experience. __________________

10-16-2011, 01:59 PM	#3 (permalink)
kait0s OnRPG Elite Member! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: shady lurkin' duh. Looted: 1200 Bandits Posts: 4,802 Reputation: 82	Everybody goes thru shit like that eventually. Hence all the songs you feel like you can relate to, at right about now. Like oister said. Take your lesson and get on down the road. __________________ Livin' proof of a dying dream

10-16-2011, 03:17 PM	#4 (permalink)
kain222 Firor's Fury Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Swanage, in Dorset. Posts: 3,043 Reputation: 94	It's called consequence. It's one of the most shitty things to experience, but most of the time it's deserved. I feel sorry for you, but it's how you learn from it which defines you as a person. Don't waste this opportunity to better yourself, life doesn't hand you a mirror often. __________________

10-16-2011, 03:26 PM	#6 (permalink)
Kyosumaru Lockhart’s are forever Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 378 Reputation: 11	Why is everyone on this forum being such a candy * lately. Nigga, eat a Slim-Jim and man the ** up. and know tht she's gonna get her shit plowed through in tech school. __________________ Smokers Only Clothing Co, Check it out. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Smoker...13511692063093 lolfacebook

10-16-2011, 04:39 PM	#8 (permalink)
Kyosumaru Lockhart’s are forever Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 378 Reputation: 11	I'm speaking from experience. I'm not a teenager. __________________ Smokers Only Clothing Co, Check it out. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Smoker...13511692063093 lolfacebook

10-16-2011, 05:15 PM	#9 (permalink)
Darc OnRPG Elite Member! Join Date: May 2006 Location: La La Land Posts: 5,185 Reputation: 67	You're really doing the right thing now, if you really love someone let him/her go. It hurts, I had a bit of a run in with having to let go. Thankfully everything went back on track, that week was the worst of my life couldn't eat or sleep right. __________________

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