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Astro

First off all, if you feel like flaming me or simply being a retard in my thread, gtfo now. Thank you.

Yes, it's true. I've been extrmely introspective lately, melancholic even. Thinking way too much about anything and everything.
I don't have a bad life. A good home, school is not bad, but could be better, an extremely good girlfriend, awsome friends.
So you ask me : "Hey Astro, how can you be in an existential crysis then?"

To answer you I'll say:

I haven't accomplished anything in my life worth of mention. I like many things, like writing, drawing and so on, but I have nothing that really drags my attention. Some people have something that really matters to them, like skating, arqueology, even a damn stamp collection. I feel worthless really.
Many friends asked me lately if there was something wrong with me. I think I've been pretty apathic these days.

All I want is to feel that I belong, and that I have a word in my future. I want a goal, something to accomplish. That's all I want.

I'm sorry for whoever read the whole thing. You didn't deserve the pain.

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Creamy

What's holding you back from finding something you want to enjoy? There are always naturals who find their calling very quickly, but the majority of us have to work towards our passion without ceasing enthusiam in order to achieve it.

Astro

It's my current point of view.

The problem is, my enthusiasm seems to have vanished.

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Inugami

eh you got time, don't worry about it. Maybe try out new stuff and see where it gets you?

Astro

I guess. Now I'll sleep, it's nearly 3 am.

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Dennis56

Theres a cure: Get a hobby, my hobby is programming and gives me like a purpose, challenges and excitement. You don't unnecessarily have to accomplish something to enjoy it. Try doing random things.

Creamy

Oh, gotcha. Most of us have stand stills. You've probably forgotten what it's like to live for the day and only the day, since that is the only time you are promised. Happens to the majority of us outside of childhood; we start living in the future more than in the present and start to see each new day as just a date and not a gift of life. It's easier said than done, but the way to feel complete is by living each day to the fullest that you're capable of acheiving at the time. I'm sure it'd take time for you to grow back up to that standard, but you should probably stop looking at time as though you are promised it, because you aren't. So whatever you are interested in, whatever you enjoy, kick yourself to start doing it now.

gun_n_run69

that not a good way to think man even the smallest things can affect sumthing later say ur friend wants to go to a party whr he culd become a drug addict and u if u convince him not to go u mite have help him like if he becomes a drug addict he culd get arrested or even die from over dose or stuff like that everything has a purpose no matter how small, even the guy who work minium wage at the gas pump place or the fast food restaurant if everyone went to college there wuldnt be ne1 or place to go to buy fast food or grocerie shopping or a place to get gas n snacks on the road if u werent born startling things mite have happened to ppl u have simply influenced i hope u get it =/

Katsu

It makes me giggle when threads like this pop up in gaming forums.

how... emo?

Creamy

Er, look around yah. It's the general section. We had a topic rolling on hair spray and seeing Jesus~.