Free MMORPG Forums

MoonlightDarkness

I'm afraid what it'll do... this message was designated to "educate" those who don't understand outcasts. Whatever, before you guys get the wrong message, i'll post what it was


You hear people getting detention, rebuked, suspended, heck, even expelled here and there, and then we back talk our very own mouths for what they did wrong and start rumors. You know what? I'm sick of every single thing that happens because of this nonsense and bullshit.

To those who don't know what I'm talking about, I'm sorry, but I must do this rant, so please ignore it and close this message, in regards to mixed feelings. But those of you who are deserving of this message, or want to hear my rant, get your eyes wide open for a rude awakening.

I am going to say this once, and ONLY once.

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO LAUGH AT OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE UNFORTUNATE BECAUSE OF THEIR FEELINGS ARE NOT UNDERSTOOD, ARE MADE FUN OF TO THE POINT OF HATING (those once who were kind-hearted now full of hatred.), OR ARE SIMPLY INCAPABLE OF HELPING THEMSELVES.

Let me fill you in a little secret. I got expelled from Bergen Tech. And what was the ending result? People are thankful. Yes, THANKFUL to the administration that I am gone. People may tell me that "Oh, we'll be kind to you when you come back." "Oh, we'll never make fun of you." Those people are liars. They are not your friends. Trust no one; no one but those who are close to you and yourself.

Yeah, Bergen Tech scum, you read that part. Two of you got my messages, and I'll list those names.

Lloyd Mitchell. You say thank god that I'm gone. Why? Do you resent me that much? You only hate me because what I do online to you. I never did anything to school. You were the guilty one. You always ignored me, even when I said hi. Recall anytime I said "hi." Does it sound clear now? You, my boy, are guilty.

Kevin Green. Ah, how typical. A contradictory person who thinks he can play along and be a "friend" of mine. How stupid I was to trust you. Pitiful me. Now about that message that I sent you, you contradict too much. You say I'm gone from the "High School Myspace Group," as I am no longer attending there, but think back for a moment. Why are the college students still there? Why not ban them, if you're going to ban me? Then again, why should I care? I only care of what you stated, not the group. I'll leave it at that to ponder.

These two are bear witnesses of my rage. My rage hungers for more rage, for arguments, and possibly fights. But what fuels from this is all the suffering I received years after years of torment from peers and adults in general. Even now, my rage is being fueled by writing this. I sweat furiously writing this.

The end result? I have to take medicine; medicine to quell my fire within me. I have to see people that know my anger. They understand me. Not society. Those helpful people that understand me is my sanctuary for help. People don't understand that those who go to them are not "speds", "special ed.", "retarded," "ill;" none of that. They may say "Oh we do understand," but they just smile and nod, knowing nothing.

So people, do you understand me? We the outcasts are not of who we are. We were created by society's torments, anguish, anger, and destruction. We are the unfortunate ones, but we do have a future. We can change it. And we can lead ourselves into happiness.



I wrote this on myspace, but i haven't sent it out. last time i wrote an email to the whole class of 2008, 2009, and 2010 regarding about my situation of what happened to me. (long story short, i was hospitalized because of parental problems, but people said i got arrested.)

the email was very threatening, and because of that i got kicked out, or rather was delayed kicked out. While i was in a nuthouse (or group home in technical terms.), they said they would let me back in april, but then they said i would be back next year, granted. guess what? i'm booted out!

so, as i look into my nearby myspace group (yeah this is why it caused the whole message. i'm stupid. i'm an idiot. i'm retarded.), and find out that they never cared about me, my existence, nor anything about me.

http://forum.myspace.com/index.cfm?f...B1F9DB21491180

this is the whole place of where they stated that.

yeah, my rant. flames trolls appreciated, because this was all because of myspace and other crap going on.


edit: a good friend convinced me not to send it... but still this message was bad enough... what will happen to me if i can't control my rage?

__________________

Greed

Um.. wow o-o' Not sure what to say.

__________________

Squallion

like i said before, 90% of people are idiots.
theres 2 ways of living your life. fallowing the crowd and fitting in, trying to be like evry one else.
or be yourself and be proud of it, stand your ground, and take the wrath of evry one else, if you cant handle it, just fallow the crowd.

for those who are rejected for things they cant help. nothing else you can do. people are dicks and will make you feel like shit evry day for w/e reason that makes you diferent. just have to deal with it, and be thankfull for the few people who actualy apreciate you. **** evry one else. they dont matter as long as you dont care.

__________________

Xynh

Welcome to life. :|

Fox Company

YouTube Video

anyways wow..

Afro-American

Rather than getting a warning ill approaching this with class.

why in the **** would you post this here Is anyone affiliated with your personal.. Internet problem go to this forum and might see this?

Just a thought...

olaph

ahahaha that was amusing

you must think your the only person with problems which is very self centered and moronic.

also i have no idea why you posted this here lol

if everyone went ahead and posted how they felt about getting fired or expelled etc, we'd have to rename the general section as the "express your emotions" forum..and i don't think i'd like that.

i suggest letting the negitive things go and focus on living life the best you can.

or in WoW terms - QQ More L2LiveLife

*edit* oh and before anyone asks....i'm being a jerk on purpose..since its funny due to moon saying how he hates people who are amused at other peoples misfortune..like i am

__________________

SURVIVALsp1

I feel totally crappy after being banned from Hometown Buffet after I threw on that some random guys after drinking too much nacho cheese.

But your story totally kicks my story's ***. Like you're Goliath and I'm David...... except in this case, Goliath eats David. ㅣㅒㅣ

__________________

olaph

have you ever thought of the emo/goth route?

lawl

__________________

Xynh

Olaph, stfu. He never claimed to think that, dumbass.
A staff member flaming a member. And he makes an excuse as to why.
..Wow.