I see what you mean, it is hard to stay active. Right now i'm working, saving up. Trying to move out to Nevada, attend the community college out there. I have a cousin who's willing to go half and half in on a Condo. Supreeeme freedom. (: Although I know it won't be all easy and all, I know we'll be struggling our asses off.
nicee, i'm just going to a uni in my state, nothin' special. also, an interior designer/stuff designerr. and daang. that must've been crazy.
GAH! wait, class of 09? FTW! we're the same age? :0 but hmm, yeah a lot of my friends are busy with college. i'm going to the military. AHHwin! what college are you attending? and what do you wanna be? i had a miscarriage. =( iwasntthatfarintothepregnancythough. that's why i've been inactive.
MAANG got kicked off morelike. harhar,college sucks,so i've been too inactive.
waitwut. you quit onRPG!? WHEN I WAS GONE! LAME! takecare,byebye♥
ughh man it is gonna be tough, im sure its tough now. but think about it, if you liked who he WAS and who he IS is just a total ***** prick azz its like..you know you cant ever get that good guy back. you needa find a good guy, a nice one. i dont mean ohh reboundd. what i mean is find someone who's got your back and i say a guy cause sometimes that's what you need after a breakup, guy comfort. when you get back into shit not just being about a BF (cause after 3 years im SURE a lot was always about him?) you can get yourself back together.
im not even really in love with him. im in love with who he USED to be. if i could only turn him bacc into the old him. im just wishing he'd wake the fucc up and turn bacc into the old him. i dont wanna let go of him. its hard. =( but i know in reality its the best thing to do. like heavens know who hes fuccing right now. =/ i dunno how to get over him. like ill think im over him, but then ill see a picture of him with another girl and im just like =/
fcuk that. any girl is better than that kinda guy unless they're like, a total skankzilla ho. me trying to be friends with my ex was like holding onto him, still relying him to make me happy n still expecting him to not hurt me. but they always hurt you, and you gotta get out totally unless he seriously wants shit with you nnn only you. /: stop talking to that fcukerr!
we're trying, we really are trying to be friends, we're sorta trying to be more than friends. it's hard. things will start off nice, but then it ALWAYS ends up bad. he starts being such a jerk for no reason. he's off in art school, and i'm sure he's going around talking to other girls. not that i even asked but he was like "oh i don't look at other girls, i was asleep!" "right, because i really asked why you hit me up so late." and i know it's bs, because he's one of those guys who changes their away messages over everything. i know he was out with some girl. it breaks my heart.
:| shit's tough, i ended with a 3 yearer too. you guys trying to be friends or total donttalktomeeveragain?
