When God takes people out of your life, maybe he's really trying to push you closer to him? - G. Howard
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What is it that you believe about yourself? Is it the Good Things or the Bad Things (Weaknesses).

Weaknesses are brought to your attention to be strenghtened, not to be accepted as permanent character traits.
Fix them, don't let them live your life. - G. Howard
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Do you live the life you want to live? Or is your life dictated to you by your circumstances.

In between the destination of a mans dreams lies the battle between MAN and his CIRCUMSTANCES.

Only ACTION can resolve your circumstances. - G. Howard
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~If you are faced with hard times and troubles, then it is meant for you to overcome these obstacles. because if you do overcome them then it will make you stronger~

-Ryan G. aka raikun09

~Fight or run~








~I get it now~


At first it was unclear what this boy..s true motives were.
Him, he didn..t know if it was to pursue her.
He doesn..t know where she is now so that dream is over.
But he was rich in common sense and intelligence and wanted more.


He wanted the fog to clear.
To know not only what it was he must do, but what would be his guide?
Other than some pocket change or that chick on tha side.
It was a constant headache that stayed on his mind.


Still after losing some much, life became intangible .
The thoughts of what was, and was not was eating away at him like a cannibal.
After being so sick from the constant decline of his thoughts and resoning.
He has realized making it through this won't be an easy thing.

After loosing so much and gaining so little
All I can do is just listen to my music
All I can do now is try and pursue her
All I can do now is walk under that bridge

Yeah...im gonna do that till.. I get it

wow thes r awsom u shuld b a riter

~I won't forget her.~


The question has been asked a lot who "her" really is....this should be enough details.......

Who is she?
She is the girl I loved
She is a woman now
It's been some time now since I seen her

Sometimes I wonder..where she is right now
I wonder if she isn't hurt from the raindrops that fell heavily that morning
I wonder if she still loves me...at least I think
I wonder if that's just me daydreaming.. too much...

I remember her eyes; they were like an aura that made me warm
I remember the way she talked and everything she did seemed beautiful
I remember how nice her momma was when we first met
I remember all this, but don't remember her number....lol

I try not to forget her
I try not to remember
I try to do both, but it's hard sometimes
I try not to think about that chick who wants to get with me now
I try to think she would pull up around the corner on that little bike
I try, but I can't try harder


I say im gonna' do my work
I say im gonna do that picture
Or that cd
Or some teachers homework
I say a lot of things
But you know what...?
I said I wouldn't forget her.....and I kept that promise

I hope seeing her again would be as easy as just walkin in the movies
And just happen to see that face....
I hope I can keep that composure everyone sees
I hope I can look out the window tomorrow and still think about you



Because if I forget you then im done.....



Well if you know now then im happy for you
If you don't, then im sorry for ya....