Bryan
07-12-2008, 01:33 PM
I am going to make a slight recollection of yesterday's PajamaJam as painless as possible, please, do not ask too many questions, I really just need opinions on this.
"Yo Bryan, what's up?" I woke up groggy as hell to hear Scott on the phone telling me that. I replied with a simple "Hey" and reached to put the phone down, I didn't like Scott, but we'll get to that later. "Bryan, WAIT, don't put the phone down.", I heard him say. "So, are you coming to tonight's PajamaJam?", I threw a simple lie. "DUDE, FUCK YEAH!!!111!1", I yelled so hard my dog yelped from the other side of the room. Scott proceeds to get super excited and laughing while I put the phone down and went to sleep.
3 years earlier
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Me and Scott were both 15, and we were really close friends. Not in a homo way, but the way the two dudes are in Superbad. The average horny, girl-talking 15 year olds. Anyways, one day we were heading out of class when I see him pull out a cigarette box and start smoking, he then offers me one. I say "no, man", and take the cigarette out of his mouth, and smash it down. I continue to give him the whole shit you learned in health class, and he still doesn't care, he takes the box back and smokes it again. "Does it look like I care?" he smart-mouths. I take the second one out of his mouth, and right there, my mom decides to pull up to school and sees the cigarette in my hand. She doesn't even reply, she just glares at my hand. She tells me to get in my car, and I do. She rolls up the window, and please keep in mind that these are tinted windows. And for anyone outside, they might of heard a continuous cry of agony from inside. Still screaming "AGH, MOM!", she rolls down the window and looks at Scott, she continues to say to him "Scott, I know if Bryan didn't smoke them, you did. Tell me the truth, did you do them?
Scott shakes his head in a no formation. I'm SO screwed.
3 years later:
It's 5 o'clock. I'm on OnRPG chatting my ass off, I just got off work and a lunch with a friend. I get another call from agood friend asking me to go, so I decide to go, what could go wrong?
4 hours later:
I drive up to the University of Georgia Rec House, to find it PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACKED, nothing but girls just dancing, with loads of booze EVERYWHERE, since I knew I wouldn't count on anyone to drive me home, I decided to leave the drinks alone. I see Scott approach me from the side, and he's as corny as ever. "YO, BRYAN!!!!!!!!, THE PARTY'S PUMPIN', HUH!?". "Yeah, it is.", I looked around again. Scott goes and gets a friend of his named Nicole and I must admit, she is pretty hot. She invites me to dance and I do, because they're playing a good song. Me and her talk forever, she's got a decent personality, but her speech is sort of slurred... as she's hammered out of her mind. I tell her to sit down and bring her some water and get a reply along the lines of "thasnksssdsdsd abryannnnamnn". She blacks out and falls over her chair. That didn't work, I say to myself. I'm about to walk around when I see one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen, I expected her to go to college out of state, but she claims to be Nicole's friend, and she's a lightweight. I laugh to myself as she sets Nicole upright. She tells me her name is Ashley. I reply to ask her to dance and ask her if she's around Georgia, blah blah blah. Story short, my god, I was in LOVE with this girl. I had never met anyone with such a combination of personality, good looks, and intelligence. To get in the mood, since I'm on such a binge, I decide to play Circle of Death, a drinking game, with some of my homeboys, I'm a lightweight drinker, mind you. I expected the game to be a little beer here and there, but what is it? Golden Grain, Jeiger, Hunch Punch, you name it, it was there in some sort of liquor. At the end of the game I just decide to take a taxi home, to see Ashley set me down on the chair. I fall asleep. I wake up in the morning feeling good for some reason, I shake my arms to realize that I'm still at the rec center, along with many other people asleep. I hear moaning from the other room, and think it's people laughing. I walk in the room bouncing on my feet expecting the party to still be on... and I see Ashley and Scott... AGH. I felt like a dagger went through my heart, but I don't know why. It's not like me and her were dating.. it's just attachment. I don't know why I decided to share all of this with you, but... is there something I did wrong? Should I not feel guilt?
"Yo Bryan, what's up?" I woke up groggy as hell to hear Scott on the phone telling me that. I replied with a simple "Hey" and reached to put the phone down, I didn't like Scott, but we'll get to that later. "Bryan, WAIT, don't put the phone down.", I heard him say. "So, are you coming to tonight's PajamaJam?", I threw a simple lie. "DUDE, FUCK YEAH!!!111!1", I yelled so hard my dog yelped from the other side of the room. Scott proceeds to get super excited and laughing while I put the phone down and went to sleep.
3 years earlier
____________________
Me and Scott were both 15, and we were really close friends. Not in a homo way, but the way the two dudes are in Superbad. The average horny, girl-talking 15 year olds. Anyways, one day we were heading out of class when I see him pull out a cigarette box and start smoking, he then offers me one. I say "no, man", and take the cigarette out of his mouth, and smash it down. I continue to give him the whole shit you learned in health class, and he still doesn't care, he takes the box back and smokes it again. "Does it look like I care?" he smart-mouths. I take the second one out of his mouth, and right there, my mom decides to pull up to school and sees the cigarette in my hand. She doesn't even reply, she just glares at my hand. She tells me to get in my car, and I do. She rolls up the window, and please keep in mind that these are tinted windows. And for anyone outside, they might of heard a continuous cry of agony from inside. Still screaming "AGH, MOM!", she rolls down the window and looks at Scott, she continues to say to him "Scott, I know if Bryan didn't smoke them, you did. Tell me the truth, did you do them?
Scott shakes his head in a no formation. I'm SO screwed.
3 years later:
It's 5 o'clock. I'm on OnRPG chatting my ass off, I just got off work and a lunch with a friend. I get another call from agood friend asking me to go, so I decide to go, what could go wrong?
4 hours later:
I drive up to the University of Georgia Rec House, to find it PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACKED, nothing but girls just dancing, with loads of booze EVERYWHERE, since I knew I wouldn't count on anyone to drive me home, I decided to leave the drinks alone. I see Scott approach me from the side, and he's as corny as ever. "YO, BRYAN!!!!!!!!, THE PARTY'S PUMPIN', HUH!?". "Yeah, it is.", I looked around again. Scott goes and gets a friend of his named Nicole and I must admit, she is pretty hot. She invites me to dance and I do, because they're playing a good song. Me and her talk forever, she's got a decent personality, but her speech is sort of slurred... as she's hammered out of her mind. I tell her to sit down and bring her some water and get a reply along the lines of "thasnksssdsdsd abryannnnamnn". She blacks out and falls over her chair. That didn't work, I say to myself. I'm about to walk around when I see one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen, I expected her to go to college out of state, but she claims to be Nicole's friend, and she's a lightweight. I laugh to myself as she sets Nicole upright. She tells me her name is Ashley. I reply to ask her to dance and ask her if she's around Georgia, blah blah blah. Story short, my god, I was in LOVE with this girl. I had never met anyone with such a combination of personality, good looks, and intelligence. To get in the mood, since I'm on such a binge, I decide to play Circle of Death, a drinking game, with some of my homeboys, I'm a lightweight drinker, mind you. I expected the game to be a little beer here and there, but what is it? Golden Grain, Jeiger, Hunch Punch, you name it, it was there in some sort of liquor. At the end of the game I just decide to take a taxi home, to see Ashley set me down on the chair. I fall asleep. I wake up in the morning feeling good for some reason, I shake my arms to realize that I'm still at the rec center, along with many other people asleep. I hear moaning from the other room, and think it's people laughing. I walk in the room bouncing on my feet expecting the party to still be on... and I see Ashley and Scott... AGH. I felt like a dagger went through my heart, but I don't know why. It's not like me and her were dating.. it's just attachment. I don't know why I decided to share all of this with you, but... is there something I did wrong? Should I not feel guilt?