That I am so very different from everyone around me, and for most of my life I've only been acting the part of the person I should be based on my surroundings, to the best of my abilities at least. While I'm not doing this, I'm just quiet as I have no genuine interest.
I observe others while I'm out and about or at work, and wonder why I don't interact with them the same way they interact with each other, at least not genuinely. I'll have a conversation when spoken to and I'll make people laugh, but don't care to start conversations myself. Most people like me and just consider me to be quiet, but I really feel like I'm a different species trying to blend in to a world that has very different eyes than my own. My thoughts of the strange world around me are unending unless I have something to distract me.
iunno i guess im a crazy purzsun¯\_(o_o)_/¯
Why I share? Cuz I'm bored as shit and out of.. the stuff, which is ironically the only thing I've found that sparks my interest in anything.