I have a lot of mental problems. Which you guys know. I suffer from bipolar. Schizophrenia. manic are what ever the word is depression. Paranoia. Anxiety. and am anti social And thats not inculdeing my health problems. I struggle to even get out bed. have to force my self. I would not even know how to make a change. I have never had friendship. Would not even know where to begin on that. Most folks these days would think of me as a crazy. Lough and move on and not ever speak to me again. There is a ged campus but its very far from me. And we cannot afford gas. You guys even judge me. Because folks dont understand people like me. What is easy for some. Is hell for me. I dont mean to start ranting/venting. Sure theres folks that is bad off as well. But my mind hinders me so much and i cant stop it. I am crazy. And have no control over my self.