Google or youtube it? Don't know too much about it myself. Either way, meditation is not a solution so you'll have to face a doc again sooner or later I'm afraid.
Having watched The Number 23, I can safely say you're screwed.
the future is bleak, uncertain, beautiful
tomorrow they might come and arrest us all
only if you listen closely can you hear the machines
beneath the side walk whispering
the machines beneath the side walk are
strive to listen close
please, try to be free
don't be afraid
the end of the world will never come
It's because your fixated on such a number duby.
if you place any meaning in any number, you'll start seeing it everywhere. it doesn't mean anything, dub.
I constantly see the number 1. Everywhere I look. But that's probably just because I am awesome and win at life.
*Drinks Henri Jayer Cros Parantoux from the Holy Grail while playing blackjack and being paid by hookers for company*