Google or youtube it? Don't know too much about it myself. Either way, meditation is not a solution so you'll have to face a doc again sooner or later I'm afraid.
It's because your fixated on such a number duby.
We talked about love and what life could really be for me. When that sh-..is real you just know.
if you place any meaning in any number, you'll start seeing it everywhere. it doesn't mean anything, dub.
I hate TALKING. to PEOPLE. about THINGS.