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    how are you even real, dub
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    An idle mind is a depressed one.
    That's why I stay mobile.
    We talked about love and what life could really be for me. When that sh-..is real you just know.


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    Quote Originally Posted by postrook View Post
    how are you even real, dub
    His story is an amalgam of BS.

    In any case, I posted a pic of mine before but in another thread. so recent:



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    Quote Originally Posted by Kashis View Post
    His story is an amalgam of BS.

    In any case, I posted a pic of mine before but in another thread. so recent:


    I need to buy a receiver one of these days.
    you need to buy a bigger desk lol, where do u keep your legs?

    @duby, as been said before this is a game forum, not a mental disorder story sharing forum. we are all trying to have a good time so as harsh as it may sound, nobody cares very much about your problems here. however, there are plenty of people who are similar to you on the internet which u may find a connection with and can help you live with it. just to give a few examples on forums:
    http://www.psychforums.com/general-topics/
    http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/

    people there will surely take you more serious than here bro.
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    Quote Originally Posted by not.all.there View Post
    You would not understand. I guess ill try to explain. To put it blunt my time is nearing. My health is declining and i see no need to go to a doctor. Hell i will not even share to my family how i truly feel. Plus you guys will not belive but ive been keeping a lot stored in my mind and soul i got a shit ton of hurt and i cant escape. The things ive seen in my visions i cannot share as i was instructed to never tell what i saw. and the things i saw was things we humans cant even think of. Ive known my time was nearing for a while. It could be years hell even next month i dont know. But the spirts as i call them have told me my time is nearing. I have nothing to leave my family. Nothing to leave my grandmum to help her with the bills and other exspenses. Plus my past is haunting me more then it ever has. I should be getting a little money from a wreck i was in but thats in due time in which i do not know when. Ive seen my death in many visons and i saw my diagnose from the doctor. I dont wanna share but i willl say it runs in my family. ive done nothing with my life but sit in my room in my own torment hurting my self scaring up my bodie. Ive lost all hope to ever getting better. I have no friends no one that really cares. I just give up. I embrace death but i fear leaveing because my grandmum needs me. Im a total loser. Im worthless and im a nobody. I cant be liked by any one because of my morbid self. I try to do better over and over but i cant grip it and i go right back to my misery and torment. Ive learned that hate is all i truely know. I dont know love and i will not show it. Im sorry but thats who i am. I have begone to kown that i probly will not get peace in my next life. Im making my hell in this life and will be taking it into my next. My family dont understand my belifs hell im confused on them. I feel like something has control over me and im just a puppet in the masters hand doing a play. I give up. There is nothing to look forward to. If my grandmum passes before me then steels edge will take me to my fate. As i will just be even more in torment. You guys dont and will never understand. I dont share every thing. Im sorry.
    yet you smoke and drink energy drinks and do other things well if you do not like your life then maybe you are better off without it ... considering how many people with really strong illnesses want to live and try to cling to their lifes you are a disgrace and that is why i detest you.
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    I doubt duby really means anything he says. Everyone goes through their own struggle and phases in life. He just needs to get out and enjoy it more. Cause obviously where he is now isn't doing him any good.
    I'm pretty sure he's draking to some song that has him feeling a type of way, then he writes, comes back an hour later and regrets it.
    We talked about love and what life could really be for me. When that sh-..is real you just know.


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    Quote Originally Posted by TreyTrey12 View Post
    I'm pretty sure he's draking to some song that has him feeling a type of way, then he writes, comes back an hour later and regrets it.
    thats how i felt after watching/listening to 'walls fall out' lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by TreyTrey12 View Post
    I doubt duby really means anything he says. Everyone goes through their own struggle and phases in life. He just needs to get out and enjoy it more. Cause obviously where he is now isn't doing him any good.
    I'm pretty sure he's draking to some song that has him feeling a type of way, then he writes, comes back an hour later and regrets it.
    i can't stand people who talk about life like some shit ... even if they do not mean that ... life was given to you and some lost it before even being born ...
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    Quote Originally Posted by Abhorsen View Post
    you need to buy a bigger desk lol, where do u keep your legs?
    Oh nah, it's just right lol. The alcove below is actually spacious enough for my knees to go in comfortably when I sit forward. Also to the left side of my monitor is empty space that I sometimes lean into.
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    First off i did not even want to share but he asked and i did what i thought i should do. I knew none of you guys were going to believe me. But i know what i see and here. At Kashis you can call what i type bull shit if wanna too you dont and every one else dont have to believe me. To abby i was not even going to share it but skald asked and i did what i thought was necessary instead of leaving him in the dark. I dont even post here much any more. Hell i understand this is a gaming bored and not a mental one. It has been a shit long time since i posted a rant or any thing about me. To poeticas you can judge me because i smoke and drink enregy drink. Go on and detest me i dont care i will add you to my list of the many who hate and depise me. You ski so you risk your life each time you do that. You risk your life every time you get into a vehicle and the same with each time you go out for a walk or jog. Dont judge me because of my habits i dont judge you of yours. I dont want this life i hate i was every born but im stuck here for some damn reason. To trey i dont drink but very little and i promise last night i was not drunk at all. To everyone one else go and dont believe me and judge me of my faiths and beliefs. I know what i see. I know what i here. I know what i feel. Why would i take the time to type all that if it was only lies. Any ways i will probly be gone for a while. They got my phone bugged and yes i know it is. They who ever it is is spying on me and i rather go away for a few. Go on and keep attacking my network and crashing it. I dont know what you are trying to find but good luck and dont forget i monitor everything from logs to things running on my pc. I think out side of your damn box. So if your after me then come on and get me. I fear no man. You can hurt this body do what ever. But i want you to know that in the end all your crimes and wrong doings will be handed back to you two fold. Later guys.
    You hate me? No worries death to all my enemies forgiveness is over. If you hate me so bad come to my house and we can settle it like men. Am i claiming to be a fighter? Nope but im sick of your shit. You bring your boys ill bring mine i can guarantee some one gonna leave in a body bag. Ill shove this pitch fork up ya ass and have you begging for mercy and none will come. As i roast you over the fire laughing at your burning flesh. Im sick of your shit and your threats lets settle this like men

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