So uh, is it okay to ask what was bothering you? I doubt I can help much, but I feel like I can understand your feelings better if I knew. If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine as well. Eww, I sounded so depressing in those conversations. I hope I didn't make your mood drop then. :l *Friendly hug* Takesh was worried as well. I kind of forgot that everyone can read the visitor messages last night. >.<
Aww. If it makes you feel better, I did cry. >.< Oh, but, uh -- I might have cried because my eyes seem to sting when I look at the computer for too long. I've been playing too many search games. Don't feel bad. At first, I was about to tease you right back when I realized how stressed out you were. I thought it was ironic because I'm...well, I'm a girl, so you would think the roles would have been reversed. xD Really? :o I thought you found talking about RPs annoying. Oh, you should keep a notebook like my mom keeps telling me to keep around for my dreams (I end up writing some down, only to lose track of them, though). I'm just glad I don't have to linger around the house with nothing else to do but chores and playing search games (finding objects among stuff) all day. :3 Aw, that makes me happy. I thought you wouldn't want to talk to me anymore. I thought I would end up like your school friends that you lost touch with. :o ...Like my friends. xD
I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship because you are one of my longest known internet friends that I still keep in touch with. The only people I've known longer than you are my school friend's of four years and I've lost touch with them now since I've left school.
Lol, I feel emotional and I feel like I'm about to cry. I'm not usually this big a d*ck. You havn't stressed me out before Loki its just that today things have been piling up onto eachother and then getting blamed for the rp's death which hasn't minded me before just set me off and I lost control. And don't stop talking to me about roleplays because that's one of the highlight's of my night before I go bed, talking to you about our latest ideas and the such (along with other members), it leaves my head buzzing as soon as my head hits the pillow and my mind races with ideas and before I get to put pen to paper the ideas are gone the following morning. This is the first time that you've stressed me out about roleplaying and it wasn't even your fault and you weren't the main problem, it just so happened that you said something that I would usually take as a joke at the wrong time and it set me up for that @sshole marathon below me.
Ha! I'm really popular? Yeah, you feel really popular when someone posts 5 visitor messages about how fed up they are with you. No matter how I read it, you're obviously upset about they way I have been conversing with you, and no matter how much I say sorry, it won't make up for how much I have stressed you out. Eh, forget it. Now I sound emotional. Forget it.
Look, forget about it, I shouldn't have argued, I just had a bad day today, I shouldn't have taken it out on you. Roleplaying does get stressful especially when theres so many..and you have to juggle that ontop of your personal life aswell. Things do end up going apesh*t and lose track of things. I just got bad news today, I shouldn't have acted like a d*ck back there looking back at the posts I just sent you I sound like a massive @sshole. So I'm just gonna go bed now and cool off, I'm sorry for the outburst and I'll speak to ya tomorrow sorry again.
I read my comment over again and I can see how it got you upset. I promise not to discuss any of the RPs with you anymore. I'll try my best to post when I can and I'll stop blaming you over the RPs dying. Just so you know, I was only joking about saying "Happy Home" dying was all your fault. Out of most all the RPers, you seemed to be the most active, so I figured that we were the main ones keeping the RPs alive. I guess my trust in you came off as offensive when I said all those things about RPs dying because of you. Sorry.
I apologize for coming off as rude. Please forget about it. I was only worried because Moratorium obviously is very busy himself and I thought it would be awhile until he posts. I hope whatever made you have a rough night gets settled quickly and, again, I'm sorry if I was bothering you. The RP section is stressful, right? I guess I should have realized how troublesome my comments were to you sooner. Sorry.
So don't go pointing fingers at me and claiming roleplays are dying when they actually aren't. Stop forcing me to write. I'll write when I'm ready, it's not like I'm the one that kills the roleplays by never replying, In fact I'm always one of the first to post back. And with that I end my rant. Sorry bout that but some things just need to be said...5 messages...your really popular >_<
(the post was getting too large). and before you say also that Takesh said that anybody could post, I was hopefully waiting for moratorium to post, then I would reserve a spot and post, or if that didn't work out and Takesh posted first I would add in my little bit of information first and then proceed to the part where Joachim catches us red-handed. It's only been what, two days since the last post? and your saying its dying? You said it was dying before! But look! It didn't! Some people don't want to post straight away Loki, we might not want to roleplay in a certain RP some days because whenever you look at it it becomes tedious compared to other roleplays. And concerning survival. No thats not dead because like Grave has been saying to you "I've not given up on it yet" and neither have I. I'm the only one out of the two of us that hasn't began to get bored of their character yet in survival because they are "just human"
