Death bed what are your plans for that faithful night.
Been thinking of this for a while and how to write this up. We all die soon or later. Its fact that she death comes for us. So this is a post of your death bed. I will write mine and my plans and yes im preparing for it even now. Writing what i need and doing what i can to help those in mine family and i would hope before i died to at least be able to help at least one person in major need before i took my last breath.
This post is not to come off as morbid in any way what so ever. I know death and you should as well. Anywho lets begin.
I am twenty four years of age and i feel deep down inside my time is nearing. I have told you all how i was going to die but none believed me. Before i start this small post let me explain. Each time one of a member of my family has died i saw how and when it was going to happen in a dream or vision.
I am not a psychic never was one. But i here people call these things a gift. I call it a gift from God above. I know not the date and hour. But i know the cause. And all i will say is cancer and major heart problems and a few other small things.
When i am on my death bed. I want to die alone or with my Soul mate if my God blessed me with one. I want to die with the music i enjoy playing in the background. And i want no tears around me. Death is a beginning of a new life not the end. There is no need for tears.
I want to have my candles all around me as they bring me joy. Same with my incense. I want my dolls on my chest so i can brush them and talk to them. My plan is just to sit there and await my new life. They say when you die your family comes for you and or a angel. For me death and my mum i hope comes for me. To take me to heaven. I plan on telling all that i have seen of things of the spirit nature. That is if my sickness at that time will let me be able to do so.
I do not have much to leave behind in this world. But if my soul mate is in mine life she becomes the care keeper of my doll kind. In my dreams and visions i saw no other members in the hospital were i was sick only mine father. So i assume if my dreams are right. He will be all that is left. If so he gets the rest of what little i have.
I would want people to be at peace that are around me and be happy. And if my brother is there some how when i know he most likely want be. I want him to find faith and embrace true life. Not damnation.
I would then on my death bed share my writings. And in that time for those who would read them would then know and understand who and what i truly am.
I am a creature of love and peace. But for the world i live in i am stuck in sorrow as i do not belong here.
Please do not think of this being morbid or any thing negative for its not.
For once when we face the truth of death. And for once we face the reality that we all grow up to die. Then at last we under stand what it means to be human.
I know my plan is short and sweet. But i don't see why i should have some grand plan when this life is the pre log of mine true reality.
Your turn guys and gals. And please write something in detail and no crude and harsh jokes. This is meant to be serious and not a game. Ive been think for a while how to write this and this is the best i can do.
Thank you for reading. It is long yes i know but some things are far off better in detail.
I love you all. And i hope also that one day i meet a few of you that i so long have been talking to.
♥Love♥
-Duby the gatekeeper.
