anyone got any personal issues that needs to be let out??

I'm scared of people so I don't leave my house. I've never even had a single actual friend in my life and online most people hate me wether I'm nice or mean. I want a mate but because I'm ugly, dumb and have a ****ed up schooling (so getting a job is impossible) I know that will never happen. I cry a lot because everyone else is happier than me and I can't understand why it seems like I always lose. Sexual things make get this horrible feeling deep in my gut. It's not envy or jealousy it's more along the lines of complete disgust. I'm so lonely I always talk to myself even right now. I have a small penis and I'm overweight too. Complaining feels a little good. :(

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Originally Posted by Cingal

Some more than a little...

Anyway, I have nothing I'd like to discuss with people I only know from a couple of posts. ^^

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I thought we were something more than that. :(

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Originally Posted by TheRequiem

I thought we were something more than that. :(

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!!! Onrpg can't know about us! I'm sorry!

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Originally Posted by TheRequiem

But I'm a little gay for you ;) :3

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I'm a little gay for you too <33 *slap butt*

But really if my soulmate is male or female,all I care is that they will love me with all their heart that what really matter.

Party time, lets break it, b-b-b-b-breakk itttt.

this topic is a kind of important, if you dont want to post its ok but plz dont screw with my topic (not saying you are) this is just a warning for the future posters >.>

oh sorry,
well my personal issue is..i dont know.
i mean i feel like im missing something really important. and its biting my ass along the way.

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Originally Posted by WhiteRaven21

this topic is a kind of important, if you dont want to post its ok but plz dont screw with my topic (not saying you are) this is just a warning for the future posters >.>

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Yeah, I know your being serious but most of my 'serious threads' alway end up crazy and out of topic and end up locked T.T

But let try to stay on topic people.If anything bother me that I never tell is that I was molested by one of my cousin when I was little.
It bother me for years and still does.And after that it happen several other times too.I just won't spill anymore.

The past made up you.The present you are building for the future.The future is what lies ahead.

I don't have issues. I'm somewhat perfect.


Isn't it hard to see fault in yourself unless someone tells you it? Then it wouldn't be personal it would be their issue with you.

optimism over pessimism......................................... .........................

Emos over gothics.

thats true but it hurts more to keep it a secret (trust me on that) then to share it and yes there are personal issues that cant be said but i am talking about personal problems like the example i made on my topic

I don't see how those are issues WhiteRaven but.. @_@

If anyone wants to chat and has msn add me d-i-l@hotmail.com

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Emos over gothics.

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YES!
http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j1...s/untitled.jpg
i miss my hair T.T
man, thats not my best pic ^^

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Originally Posted by twilightkite

YES!
http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j1...s/untitled.jpg
i miss my hair T.T
man, thats not my best pic ^^

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The gothic dressing style is waay more attractive than the emo one.

ok fine i will go a little deeper then

barely going to school because of my small depression, i rarely eat

some nights i wake up from nightmares about how my sister dies (this is all true by the way)

i lock my self in my room with blinds closed most of the time and i hit the wall once in a while until i make a small blood stain
not going any deeper

right now though, my issue is... im hungry...

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The gothic dressing style is waay more attractive than the emo one.

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...but still

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Emos over gothics.

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I hate people.

I hate their stupid ****ing smalltalk, how they lie at every corner, and how they will bullshit you for their gain.

I just feel like giving ever single person I know a good ass kicking.

i have a real serious issue

apparently im an asshole...and love it

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I hate people.

I hate their stupid ****ing smalltalk, how they lie at every corner, and how they will bullshit you for their gain.

I just feel like giving ever single person I know a good ass kicking.

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HA, you sound like me, that is funny to me.

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I'm shy. Anyone want to help me with not being shy? D:

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overcome that fear of talking to new ppl, just say hi or somthin, i kno i used to b shy as well = )

I hate my mother... She got a VERY bad temper and she is also VERY CHEAP. Ok we sell things at big parties and stuff so we earned about cough* cough* 3k today. After that we went to CVS to buy some water, I picked a Vitamin water and she said too expensive then she gave me the ill faking kick your ass look... Im telling you my mother is the devil... We are going on vacation soon and I don't think I can make it back....


Another story for you if you want to read more. One day we went to Macy's to return some cloth and the pants I was wearing is too big so I joked that I should take the belt off the pants that was in display and use it, guess what? My mother went over there and started to take that dam thing off! Me and my dad was like WTF?! Thats stealing! She told me to shut up and said we bought too much stuff from this store we should get something in return. I mean HOLY SHIT!

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ok fine i will go a little deeper then

barely going to school because of my small depression, i rarely eat

some nights i wake up from nightmares about how my sister dies (this is all true by the way)

i lock my self in my room with blinds closed most of the time and i hit the wall once in a while until i make a small blood stain
not going any deeper

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Posting threads on forums doesn't count as professional help.


Go see a therapist

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Originally Posted by Stabkiller0

Posting threads on forums doesn't count as professional help.


Go see a therapist

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It is hard enough for him to spill it out to us like this in he first place.You should respect that.As for the therapist, sometimes it just....hard...to talk it out just like that.Very uncomfortable.And in due times he will learn to accept this fact and a get professional help or look deep down insided of him and lock it.

Time heal all wounds.

Well I want to kill my dad REALLY want to... So many reasons for me to do it...But I won't because of laws of course... Yea I have some more but nothing that needs to be known =]