[Summer, School, Memories, Life]

to tell you the truth , i never really thought about the future.
im 17, working in holidays. next year i'm probably gone finish my high school and going of to college. it actually freaking scares the crap out of me. i remember like years i go i was doing shit, thinking of nothing. hanging with my friends. and now:eye:. any way i believe i had a great summer. i went to a festival, that will be a memory that i will cherish for the rest of my life.
and for all the others i worked and hanged with my friends like always. maybe we all get older, but i believe it will all turn out well

Age: 17
School: Sr.

Well, going into my last year of school...and, what people always told me seems to be semi-true. People always said "enjoy high school, its short, and will be the best years of your life". I did not enjoy high school at all. I did, however, enjoy the things I did while IN high school (not meaning at the actual school.) And, it really WAS short...crazy short. Looking ahead, man...I only have 1 more year in this crap town/school. A big wave of responsibility is hitting me, and I really dislike it. I have 1 year after that to dick around, and, I think I will go with the plan I had before...I'm moving to Maine and opening a store.

This summer...it started out great! I was having fun everyday, hanging out at my new favorite place to be...spending time with a few friends I had become distant from (who I like to think I'm pretty close to now.) I mean, I had summer school, but, who cares. I had fun at summer school. Nobody I hang out with is even up until noon, which is when I got home. Then, about 1/4 of the way through my summer...my best friends sister did something terrible...she narced on ALL of us. Needless to say, many peoples lives were ruined. My mom was pissed that I smoke pot and party...but, with a little time...and, some hardheadedness from me...we have settled on a "don't ask, don't tell" policy. Actually, its an unspoken policy too...we never really agreed upon that, but, I know thats whats up. So, after a few weeks of being "grounded" (she had to look like a responsible parent), I was free to go again. The last few weeks have been lazy, hippie days, just sitting around and having fun. The weather around here is getting cooler now, so I know that fall is coming. I really love that season, so, it kinda makes school okay.

Going back into school, into my senior year...it feels kinda crappy. I have to leave behind my friends soon (I won't be there during school for them anyway). I'm kinda looking forwards to it though. At my school, when we have home football games, its usually on a Friday. On Friday, we all just don't ride the bus home, and go see a movie or something. Then, once the movie is over, we head over to the school to "watch the game". I haven't watched even 1/9th of a football game, ever. We go up on this big hill (theres a soccer field on top of it), and just hang out up there. We usually do some stupid shit, and end up wrestling or knocking over some porta-johns. Sometimes my friend Tyler skates down this GIANT hill, and we take turns trying.

***** I just wrote a book, sorry. Feeling...reflective...right now.

I start school on the 6th-7th of September.

I start tommorow.
Lets try our bests to get laid.

Hey, you sound a lot like me! Except I only post suicide threads.

I came to the dramatic realisation that there isn't anything you can do about it, so there's no point trying. Sooner or later you'll begin in enjoying it somehow. Look at me, I've been like this for four or so years now. Hasn't done me any harm.

My school starts Wednesday.. Sucky, there goes my whole life again >.>

Woah... My school is starting next Tuesday x_x
Im in Ontario too... :P
Really scary because.. Im starting my first year of High school D:

Because I live in Ontario as well, I wonder what school you go to?

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So start over again this year and your 15 and a junior?

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No, I mean I am turning 16 at the end of september, and In september I will be in grade 11,

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I think that way alot, Kira :/
My school starts September 5th, and I'll only be in 8th grade. All I did this summer was computer, and a vacation at Magic mountain and Disney land.
Didint really do much either..

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You seem liked you had fun, but yah... Growing up is scary. Grade 8 now >_< soon it will be grade 9, then 12, then univercity.

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***** I just wrote a book, sorry. Feeling...reflective...right now.

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Thats good, at least I am not the only one who types a lot of person stuff. You seem like you had a fun summer. Enjoy your last year >_<..while it lasts

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I start tommorow.
Lets try our bests to get laid.

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Yeah, well. good luck with that.

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Hey, you sound a lot like me! Except I only post suicide threads.

I came to the dramatic realisation that there isn't anything you can do about it, so there's no point trying. Sooner or later you'll begin in enjoying it somehow. Look at me, I've been like this for four or so years now. Hasn't done me any harm.

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I restrain myself from doing things like that. At one point I use to write ******ed notes to myself,, its just ...emberessing. Suicide is the same as living, you might as well live and try to live off the perks of life even if there are very few good moments. Because after death, there is nothing for you, your sitting in empty space frozen in a state of mind. That would be true hell.

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My school starts Wednesday.. Sucky, there goes my whole life again >.>

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I know >_<

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Woah... [COLOR=#8b846a! important][FONT=verdana, geneva, lucida, 'lucida grande', arial, helvetica, sans-serif][COLOR=#8b846a! important][FONT=verdana, geneva, lucida, 'lucida grande', arial, helvetica, sans-serif]My [/FONT][COLOR=#8b846a! important][FONT=verdana, geneva, lucida, 'lucida grande', arial, helvetica, sans-serif]school[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT][/COLOR][/COLOR] is starting next Tuesday x_x
Im in Ontario too... :P
Really scary because.. Im starting my first year of High school D:

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Grade 9 Is a sinch, you will love it. possibly... My grade 9 year wasn't the best, but the first half was decent. But out of all the years Of school I've had, including kindergarden...Grade 9 was probably the best.

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Originally Posted by Richard0

Because I live in Ontario as well, I wonder what school you go to?

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I moved to Milton Ontario, so I am going to Milton District High School, Moved from Burlington, where I went to RBHS. I also lived in the Missisauga area.

Oh yeah, I forgot...my school starts the 6th. Piss. .__.;

Well I will be a Freshmen in Highschool I go to a private school witch sucks because there are only like 40 people in my grade. Ive been wasting away on my computer all summer I have touched my Newer game consoles all summer I still play my PS2 more than them. I have friends but they where all away at camps I didnt go to omg bordem. Thats bout it.

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Originally Posted by Richard0

Because I live in Ontario as well, I wonder what school you go to?

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Im in Scarborough :)
Im going to L'amoreaux C.I. x_x
Im gonna be in the same school as my brother D:

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Originally Posted by KiraYuki

You seem liked you had fun, but yah... Growing up is scary. Grade 8 now >_< soon it will be grade 9, then 12, then univercity.

Grade 8 now >_< soon it will be grade 9, then 12, then univercity.

then 12, then univercity.

univercity.

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always wanted to do that..>_>

im going to be a third year in middle school weeeeeeeeeeeeee