Happy New Years 08' - Question.
Happy Early New Years Everybody...
Meh, yes I have another *cough* question.
On New Years Eve, (tommarow) I'm supposed to be going to my Friends house. Well. This 'Friend' is really one of my ex boyfreind's freind. I mean i like his freinds. But its hard to face them. Especially since everyone knows what was going on between me and my ex. I'm Supposed to be spending New Years there. Its just me, and a few people I know, (but i know them thru my ex) and my ex will be there aswell.
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Previously ...after all the hardships we've been thru...on the 27th. We Talked. I told him I loved him. I also asked him if he would want to give it a second chance. I screwd up...by doubting the relationship in the beggining bceause it was too good to be true. and I kept worrying and trying to impress him because i didn't want to loose him. He got mad because of that... and well he screwd up too. By avoiding me, ignoring me because he didn't want to make me worry... he thought that the more i was with him the more i feel hurt and the more overwelmed i felt. On the 27th. We talked. he said he might consider trying again. I really hope he considers it. He said he needs some space. I've changed (for the better). and I can see he has too.
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I dont know if I like how I shud react or...u know.. around him? ON New years... I didn't htink i shud go at first...but kevin (one of his closest freinds...) told me that I have to go (and the party is at his house anyways) ...and I mean. Its funner than doing nothing...but... I hope it doesn't end in...everyone being hurt... I mean...shud i not make eye contact with him..or just try to act normal? like its hard to describe...
One of my freinds said I shud go there be like " hey to everyone...and when my ex looks at me... look at his eyes and and glance away...then sorta make conversation with some of the other people.
Bleh whast should i do :( lets say from what I see happening. I am going to the party. at around 3pm tomarrow.
