Ugh..Idk what to do..

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Originally Posted by korncob

I've been listening to velvet acid christ for about 2 straight days now...it doesn't make me happier just a tiny bit entertained.

I have no friends, no school, and no job for a year and a half (I'm moving in a year so only a year really) because I have to wait to get citizenship and job stuff -.- and I'm not going back to school..

I have depression problems so doing regular stuff to make it go away won't work though I had JUST solved my problems but then my dad just had to move in with his GF and 2 kids so now I'm stuck for a year -.-

@kn7ght : I can't ********** when I'm depressed except sometimes I'll have bursts of sexuality and **** it then but that only entertains me for the 2 minutes I actually do it and the 2 seconds after I finish...kind of pointless in my eyes.

@ drawnzer : Victoria island...is all of canada this boring?

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**** to Canadian porn then, it will change your views on Canada

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Originally Posted by Kn7ghT

**** to Canadian porn then, it will change your views on Canada

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If I see another blond hair blue eye pale freak I'm going to throw up on them, maybe it will give them some damn color for once..-.-

first off ignoring kn7ght's posts :)

second, listen to music as other suggested, try to take a walk and enjoy the nature, ride your bike, shoot some hoops, etc,

improvise, the only thing stopping you from having fun is your mind

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Originally Posted by korncob

If I see another blond hair blue eye pale freak I'm going to throw up on them, maybe it will give them some damn color for once..-.-

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You live in a post-apocalyptic wasteland? Can I come?

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Originally Posted by Ithian

Whenever I grow depressed I either listen to music or talk with someone I care about. Friends are great for this as well, though I don't have any which I can open up to.

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I got two people for that and there's family too,or I just play the Ps2 until I'm happy again.

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Originally Posted by Espio0

first off ignoring kn7ght's posts :)

second, listen to music as other suggested, try to take a walk and enjoy the nature, ride your bike, shoot some hoops, etc,

improvise, the only thing stopping you from having fun is your mind

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Yeah I agree with the first thing you said lmao XD. Anyways, if music doesn't help why don't you go out and meet some new people? I'm sure it would be much more fun.

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Originally Posted by Glavus

Yeah I agree with the first thing you said lmao XD. Anyways, if music doesn't help why don't you go out and meet some new people? I'm sure it would be much more fun.

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My dad won't let me leave the house, he thinks I'll go buy drugs or something.

what pills were u on? xanax??? boy i used to get barred out wiht those.. ya just talk tto a friend about this.. since its a bit akward talking about it to your mother and father

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Originally Posted by korncob

My dad won't let me leave the house, he thinks I'll go buy drugs or something.

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Looks like you need a game that will suck the life out of you

WoW time?

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Originally Posted by Q_switch_css

what pills were u on? xanax??? boy i used to get barred out wiht those.. ya just talk tto a friend about this.. since its a bit akward talking about it to your mother and father

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Lol if I had xanax I wouldn't be having this problem, but no I was put on lexapro, I stopped taking it (secretly) in February though I tried taking them again a while back and it made me have mad withdrawals for about a week (hence my infraction) so I just quit them completely, I have insomnia already without pills that make me stay up all night and a doctor that doesn't know what hes doing -.-..

I'm probably going to get prescribed to some benzos soon for sleep so maybe I could just abuse those to make myself happy and not end up killing myself or doing something stupid because I'm depressed though I'd rather just move back to my home x..x

@ above : I can't stand WoW and I have never been addicted to a video game otherwise I would just throw my life at it for a year then quit when I moved back.

well when i stopped using xanax it felt really weird.. i felt scared and stuff.. but after a month i went back to normal

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Originally Posted by korncob

Well some of you already know this but I just moved to canada this last weekend and I already had visited before..I hated it here before (until I was pumped full of antidepressants then I thought the everything including hell was fantastic) but I got off of them because their dirty ****ing pills so now I'm forced to sit here till next april when I turn 18 and I'm hating it here a lot already and I'm afraid soon its going to get so bad I turn towards suicide again -.- I'm not sure what to do and games are becoming more and more dull since my mood is becoming more depressed..

Any help guys?

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I always knew Canada was bad for you.

Whats so bad?

go jogging, blows alot of steam, and if you run hard enough youll collapse and fall asleep as soon as you get back.

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Originally Posted by Q_switch_css

well when i stopped using xanax it felt really weird.. i felt scared and stuff.. but after a month i went back to normal

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Yeh withdrawal sucks but your supposed to taper and it works out fine.

@ above : canada isn't bad for everyone, I just hate rural areas and I just happen to hate this whole country because its so damned boring to me -.-

I've also moved around 8-10 times in my life, 4-5 different states the rest were inside of the state.

just go torrenting and escape into video games
go play jedi academy :)

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Originally Posted by daroth

just go torrenting and escape into video games
go play jedi academy :)

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I've already played well over 60 MMO's and well over 120 single player games...all of which I ended up uninstalling/not liking for some reason..when I'm depressed I can't enjoy video games at all because they just piss me off.

well sir just get some weed and a bong
thats legal up there right?

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Originally Posted by daroth

well sir just get some weed and a bong
thats legal up there right?

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No, thats a misconception...its very cheap and its legal for medical purposes but I have to be 18/get parent permission for that...and I don't have any money to buy it illegally so I'm pretty screwed.

Alright, Canadian weed is only around $35/quad or if you wanna buy single spliffs its roughly $5, so you should have no trouble there.

If you want a cheaper alternative to timekillers/drugs, tell your dad to buy you a bottle of Nyquil night cold syrup. Drink about 1/3 of the bottle, have a cup of water next to your bed, close your eyes and think about something you want to dream about.

12 hours later, wake up, drink the water, and repeat.

You could also try smoking green tea. This works, gets you high for about 30 minutes to an hour depending on how much you smoke. Get a regular pipe, or a bong, and split the bag open, spill about a pinch onto the bowl or into the pipe, light up and toke away.

Not sure about other brands of green tea, but the brand I found was best was Celestial Seasonings, Authentic Green Tea. It's cheap, can be found at Wal Mart or any health store.

Have fun.

You need to get a girlfriend.

And some friends.

And an education.

Nearest strip bar.

Washes all my troubles away.

Have you thought about watching movies, or reading books?

Personally, I get really bored at times and feel bad whenever playing video games, as that is not beneficial at all to my life in any way, so I read books, and that makes me feel muuch better, I know it seems nerdy, but it's interesting, and in some cases knowledgeable, wheather it be a book on how to survive in the wild, or some a book about some far-off land, I always find myself sucked in if it's written well enough and has an interesting story. So give that a chance if you can.

Now if you're really not up to spending some time reading books, I find that a good movie really helps.

Well, he's going to be in Canada for an year as he says, and he isn't going to school, hell, he's not even allowed outside.

Drugs are his only escape.

Drugs... or being an hero.

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Originally Posted by Xenonight2

You need to get a girlfriend.

And some friends.

And an education.

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I'm gay, not being allowed to goto school (MAYBE homeschool, but in a year...and I'm moving by then) I'm planning on getting GED though so I can goto college when I move back down.

I ended up sneaking a few pills I found into my room so gonna just have fun with those here and there I guess :P

@ pipster : I don't like books...but movies do help so I might go for some of those its just I've watched almost every movie that interested me somehow so it'll be tough finding one.

I hope you overdose on those pills, and die a horrible and slow death.

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Originally Posted by REB+

I hope you overdose on those pills, and die a horrible and slow death.

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pfft I know what I'm doing...less than 1/4th the LD50 of rats so I'm going to be fine.

I hope you choke on them then, you ******.

read a book.

If your depression is chemical than you need to take something because nothing you can do will fix a chemical imbalance in your brain.

If its pyschological... get over it!

You really shouldn't stop taking medication unless your doctor or therapist tells you too. There can be some very ill side effects to not-taking it... Like I onno... talking about getting suicidle thoughts? I really don't get it. Pills make you happy, no pills dont. Where is the bad? Just take a smaller dosage so you arnt as high as a kite.

you could always watch some gay movies
i know some :P

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Originally Posted by REB+

I hope you choke on them then, you ******.

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Thanks trolling by, hope you have a great stay..

Anyhow...back on topic >_>

Maybe I should try watching comedy movies? I just can't figure out one I would like to watch right now.

@ sandman : its chemical...I've had many doctors/therapists tell me this. But the only doctor I had long enough to give me meds gave me a crappy dosage, really cruddy explanation on how to use them, drug interactions, etc. and I ended up screwing them up so I just stopped them...

And its not really that black-and-white, there are many bad side effects to taking them, for the ones I was taking insomnia was a common one along with being over-excited, numbed feelings, manic depression, and a couple others, but those are the ones I happened to get when I took it.

short films cause they rock

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Originally Posted by Sandman53

Dude... it's never a good idea to just drop prescription anti-depressents. You will most likely get withdrawls. Now if it is chemical there are few things you can do yourself to really fight this. Basically receptors in your brain arn't firing right and no matter what you do... you will most likely STILL be depressed. You need to take some sort of medication for this kind of issue. That would be the best thing.

You can smoke weed, but that also has its side effects such as giving you a delayed reaction, making your hungry, and also making you a lot more lazy. If you want to function normally I would advise going to doctor to get a better diagnosis, or getting another prescription filled.

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Yer I know, but I got sick of them and didn't know at the time. Yeh I'm going to the psychologist tomorrow, I'm going to get a diagnosis for sleeping at least idk about the anxiety and depression though I'm sure he'll put me on something like valium or kpins since I have anxiety as well.

Well I'm good for now and got enough to get me through the day ;) I feel pretty good right now and I'm going to take some muscle relaxants in about 3 hours since my muscles are extremely sore from moving all day yesterday.

For me weed works perfectly as long as I get sativas, sativas make me active, non-depressed, takes my anxiety away, and I don't really get any side effects from it, indicas on the other hand are the ones use in a typical anti-pot argument and those are really only used for muscle relaxant and insomnia for me...they actually increase anxiety sometimes if I already have anxiety so I gotta be careful with that..but my dad is not for doing that and isn't up for discussing it so I have to wait about a year to get my prescription for that in california when I move back.

The only three places worth living in or around here in Canada (unless if you actually enjoy being cut off from civilization) are Toronto, Montreal, and Vancouver (in that order).

There's not all that much anywhere else.

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Originally Posted by Sylce

Yo, I live in Canada, it's ****ing badass.


Wtf is Victoria Island?

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You know, that place in Maplestory.

Anyways, NO BASKETBALL HOOPS? -exaggerated gasp-

I guess you'll have to switch over to ice hockey my friend.

Ask God Hand. He lives somewhere 'round that place.