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[Raiyne]

Ehh... if you want to kill yourself at least do it right.

But if you're feeling all this shit, at least do something and go wild for a while? I don't mean Postal or beserk or anything, just lose everything, maybe you'll finally start feeling alive?

It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.

[Bekk]

The only thing wrong with you is your superiority complex. You think YOU'RE life is so bad and everyone should acknowledge that YOU want to kill yourself and that YOU hate life because it's been so terrible to YOU.

Just take a step back and look at the big picture, mate.

[Deimos]

say I'm a coward for not doing it right when people never felt the numbing cold pain of death and waking up alive.

mate, its self inflicted.

you dont get afghans or somalians or serbians going all emo and then writing about it on their blog.

face it, this kind of behaviour is endemic of a rich and comfortable society.

we have SO much food and SO much money that we are SO bored we have to attempt to kill ourselves to bring some sort of meaning to our lives.

either shut the hell up about suicide or go live in siberia.

:edit:

also this

This isnt some kind of a psychiatrist forums.If you think your life is that bad why not do something to fix it instead of just going all out how it sux,how everything is dark etc.

[cinderboy]

i go on food binge when im stressed, thus my present figure

eating tons of food really helps to de-stress

[xkittyxlicksx]

I think a lot of you are being quite cruel, even if the OP is insincere.

[Norrin Radd]

Lol, wow, I thought actually the word you would have been looking for is suicidal.

Actually if you put it that way, it would be rather estranging him not writing it down, as it is the general custom, isn't it...
At least it is far enough to be constantly publicly spread, to be the biggest, most definite sign to make it possible to spot it, right?

And that latent or acute suicidal tendencies are many times more likely found in depressed and manic people would leave the question what specific kind of depression you are talking about, the "not suicidal" depression?

A suicide attempt is as definite a symptom for a person in a condition that needs help, as could be. How about leaving it at that.

People sick with depression have traditional "steps" they go through and having that said, not all of them end up in the "lying in bed, facing the wall, to tired to talk" scenario, but most go through the "I want to end this" phase.



Just take people to take care of you, who can help you.
This sentence just shows that you are in a confused state.
Hopefully they don't forget to advice you to cancel all access to the Internet.

You see, if you genuinely WANT to kill yourself, there are 100% SUREFIRE ways to make sure you succeed.

So I see any survived attempt as dubious.

[xkittyxlicksx]

Dubious of being suicidal, or being depressed?

[Zymbaline]

First of all, I want to say that I think it's very brave of you to share this with random people on the internet. I don't want to become too private myself, but I can tell you that I understand you to 100%. I've been through almost the same thing, different situations and things happened to me but the feelings you describe were exactly the same for me.

Just hold on. Patience is the key to happiness. If you want something, you just got to have the patience. You always want what you don't have and you always dream about things that seem impossible. But if you just hold on and let things handle themselves you'll see there is a solution for everything.

Hang in there, don't worry be happy just like Marley said. =)
If you need to talk to somebody, even though we don't exactly know eachother, you can PM me. I like to listen, and I've felt the same way.

Take care of yourself.

[Drinko]

Generally, people in true depression don't have the time to make pseudo-intellectual blog posts.

If you do actually feel that way, though, then my advice is to surround yourself with genuine people who care and will listen.

Snakes are everywhere, watch out for them. They'll see that you're vulnerable and come slithering.

Little silly, mate

[Norrin Radd]

Little silly, mate

...well go on, then.

Wait...you're one of those "I'm not going to get involved, but I'll ironically get involved just enough to make a one liner."?

Either counter my claims or you know...say nothing and don't expect to be taken seriously.

I could understand if I came here ripping into the guy, I made an honest comment and then offered him advice in the event that he isn't messing around. I wasn't accusing him of being a faker or anything.

[Drinko]

...well go on, then.

Wait...you're one of those "I'm not going to get involved, but I'll ironically get involved just enough to make a one liner."?

Either counter my claims or you know...say nothing and don't expect to be taken seriously.

I could understand if I came here ripping into the guy, I made an honest comment and then offered him advice in the event that he isn't messing around. I wasn't accusing him of being a faker or anything.

Thats not my point. Im not here to argue how much your comment further hurt his feelings or how much a faker he is. Im here to argue how the hell you came to that conclusion that people who are in a depressive situation ( being one who have tried/thought suicide) cant make pseudo-intellectual blogs/comments?

[Norrin Radd]

Do you agree with this? Now when i ask you why isnt it normal that they can do that. And your saying thats because thats what my doctors say. Alright, if your doctors say so, could you specifically find what your doctor said somewhere? A source - thats what its called.

this is your point, not mine. So go on Lassie, find me that source.

Lassie typically wasn't a rescue dog, sorry.

You want me to go to my local doctors surgery, or to the London hospital where I have known doctors, find the doctors I know and say "Come to OnRPG because a guy named Drinko doesn't believe me."? Let's be real about this.

Fact of the matter is:

http://www.clinical-depression.co.uk...n/symptoms.htm

One of those:

"You find it difficult to think clearly.".

Another:

"You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.".

Another:

"You may find yourself posting pseudo-intellectual posts about the pros and cons of religion on an R.P.G. website.".

Oh, I made that last one up.

It's possible? Yeah. Is it typical of depression, in general? No.

Thus...? My point.

[Madfox]

It's more likely that he is doing this for the attention he will receive, regardless of the outcome, than someone who is actually dead and cannot receive attention.

BUT what if the person's thought was if i kill myself than ppl will show up for my funeral which would be giving attention to said person even though their dead.


jk. but umm seems like this is going no where.

I can see that his actions don't fit the General profile for a clinically depressed person.

[Ronin]

I am really not posting the page long well thought out examples on here, I am really not.

You don't have me desperate in making a point with "It's more likely" and similar platitudes. Don't tell me you actually have material to back you stuff up, at all, if you write like that.
I wonder what I waste my time on...

@"the attention comment":
Well, I was more interested in what you meant when you wrote that, not what that means about a person A that wanted to show whoever it does whatever it wants to.
Because when you say, people do not suicide because they want the rest of the world to know about it and partake in the effect, I can not find anything to back that up to the slightest, besides that there are rather exotic cases which are only common in special demographics where this can at all actually happen (also the depression cause goes over the board in those, so we have a completely new issue to go about).
That's very very far a hike to the "do not".

[Norrin Radd]

I am really not posting the page long well thought out examples on here, I am really not.

You don't have me desperate in making a point with "It's more likely" and similar platitudes. Don't tell me you actually have material to back you stuff up, at all, if you write like that.
I wonder what I waste my time on...

@"the attention comment":
Well, I was more interested in what you meant when you wrote that, not what that means about a person A that wanted to show whoever it does whatever it wants to.
Because when you say, people do not suicide because they want the rest of the world to know about it and partake in the effect, I can not find anything to back that up to the slightest, besides that there are rather exotic cases which are only common in special demographics where this can at all actually happen (also the depression cause goes over the board in those, so we have a completely new issue to go about).
That's very very far a hike to the "do not".

You are confusing committing suicide and WANTING the world to acknowledge with committing suicide and it being such an event to some people that they'll react extremely either way.

If I kill myself, it doesn't matter if I want people to care or react massively or not. People will. So really, it's kind of a moot point, but if it comes up...there is a difference in intent.

[Attila]

I want to know why people care if this is a joke or not. If it's a joke, at the end we get hahas, if it's real, some people will help him, therefore.....he'll get help.
It's a win-win situation for those who have a crumb of common sense.