I completely understand. Yeah at one point in my last breakup I was taking numerous showers a day. Even when there wasn't any hot water left, i'd be standing in there with like freezing cold water. Well It is really bad for your skin, it should dry it out. You should stop. Truthfully, if you want to feel better as much as it sounds like it won't work. Make a little private blog, like a xanga or something. Then blog in it your feelings, but make it private so no one will ever be able to read it. It'll feel like it's out there for them to read but in reality it's not and it gets a lot of your chest. For any problem you should blog there. I think i'll make a new blog again. The key here is family, your family will be the one who's there for you. I spent countless nights in a row at my auntie's house.
