Wow Groteske seems like you and I have the same problem. It started by my teacher who kept insisting to read book instead of comics. So, I pick up a book and turn out they have sex scenes in words which made me aroused. When I was 16 my teacher made me wrote a essay about 'internet'. I begin to write how bad the internet is with pornographic and stuff like hentai. I even tease the reader by describing how certain porn scene is. That was the longest and least mistake of an essay I ever wrote.
I'm in an Asian school where there's suppose to have moral value. Writing that actually is a suicidal case which lead me to the principle office and my parents will be noted. Which lead to also cane, belts and all the different kind of weapons waiting at home with 9000 councilor and support groups. Too bad that teacher didn't see this as a problem and she thought I was just a bored teenager.
Dear Diary, I've been fantasizing about you. You're one sexy muthaphucking bish. I hope one day you will come to life and **** me.
