Why is it like this.

[Tyrfing]

Why cant i handle shit without meds(100mg zoloft, 2mg Klonopin)? I got played by a girl and i was like **** her, theres other girls and went on with my life happy as can be. My meds wore off and i cried myself to sleep, felt like i was goin to be alone my whole life. Woke up crying, laid in bed for 2 hours before i could get out to take my meds. Now im sitting here feeling like shit not wanting anything to do with people til my meds kick in.

Why the **** am i like this? Hate having to rely on meds to make me ME.

and for whoever is going to say just change your thinking, ive tried for 5 years and it just doesnt happen.

Not exactly an uncommon response to being played?

Take your time getting over it, but just get over it eventually.

Maybe it's not your condition, but a human response?

I personally don't believe in taking meds for moods & suicidal thoughts. Everyone has them. You just gotta learn to deal with them. There are VERY, VERY few special cases where those meds are truly warranted. You'll be shocked at how many people have chemical imbalance in the brain. Some develop mental illness, some don't.

If your life suck like hell, you're NOT suppose to view the world as a place full of rainbow and gumdrops. Now if you're rolling in doughs, surrounded by dear friends, and have a loving spouse, and you are still gloomy as sin...