First of all ima miss each and everyone of you.
To the one i love Groteske i will miss you.
Oisterbro i loved wispering you on the forums and asking how your day is going.
To Lawliet1 thank you for talking to me through my hard times. I know i want to be a female i know im in the wrong body. But what you said makes me think i know i got to deal with what body im in.You helped me through my hard times on xfire. And i really love you for it.
And thank you to the others who was nice to me.
But i will be going to a adult group home soon. So i want be able to use onrpg and are get on the computer. I may be able to log on one day im not sure.
Thank you to the ones who helped me through my cutting thread.
To ting your a *** hole im sorry but you were really mean to me. I was just trying to reach out for help. But no worries bro im not mad with you and i respect your opion about me.
To those who think im emo. I am not i am my own persion. Im a mixture of both female and male. No i dont have a penis and a vagina. But i got two mix worlds which make me so unhappy with my self. I dress my own style. I. I like blood and kinky dark things. I think razor blades are toys. And playing with them as a way of fun. I think vilonce is good but aslo think its bad. I want peace and i want war. I cant get my mind on the right track. Im a damage goods. But i will get over it. I will get better. And overcome my problems. Again thank you to those who helped me. I love you for it. And yes i love people who care for me. I will show love to any one who is nice to me and will careing for me.
Im glad i could of been here with you all. Im not sure when im going but i think the week after next week. I got to get a pbb shot first to make sure i dont got TB. I got other porblems i did not metion on here because there dark and i cant share with others. only a few know.
Thank you my onrpg mates. Ill still be here untill i leave
MUCH LOVE AND REMBER PLUR IS THE WAY TO GO.









