u dont need to make threads about this, just act normal and people will respect you overtime if thats really what u want. no offense but... making threads like this makes you come over as a little kid who just finished a drawing and wants to show his parents.(atleast with the cutting part) people dont care about u cutting or not cutting yourself its just a game forum and the lounge section should be used for humorous things i think, not personal problems in your life. so just act cool and people will eventually forgive you for... whatever it is were suposed to forgive u for.

i dont think anyone here ever hated u or thought something u said was unforgiving, just some things you said were just plain weird which results in people not taking you seriously no matter what u say. that is all