Being a person worthy of being a friend isn't easy. Give those people around you a break.
Other than that; Who doesnt feel, doesnt live.
There is really no advice anyone can give you. Its up to your own fortune,your good luck and you cant controll if you belong somewhere or not.
Dont curl up and keep doing your thing and dont believe that what people you hang with define you as a person.
You are going to do alright, with a little bad luck its going to be thougher, with a little good luck things are going to be fine easily.
In other words:
Focus on things you can do something about.
Dont fear your emotions. They come with being human and they dont actually rule you.
