Quote Originally Posted by TreyTrey12 View Post
My girlfriend is Asian, and her ppl are shamans. Haha I get good jokes off their rituals.

Get this, her aunt's boyfriend was pretty much about to leave her and she was so desperate she tried to get her sister (girlfriend's mom) to perform a ritual to make him fall in love with her. It's loony as Hell!

If I recall correctly though, you can't be cursed by a magic you do not believe in.


Duby, why are you so fixated on the idea of hell, and sadistic things? You're coming off as a masochist at times too. Not only that but you always mention Christianity, usually in Jesus name. How can you rep Christ, but follow the footsteps of a Satanists? Religion and schizophrenia doesn't mix bro.

I mean I'm not one to judge or tell you how to live. But you're in your mid twenties I'm guessing cause I recall you being older than me.. you often blatantly mention your intelligence is near ******ation, yet you obviously can read well enough to play video games and browse the forums. You're going to end up being a huge burden to your family, seeing as your only source of income is fixed and monthly. You really need to get things together.

I know ppl don't change over night but man can you really see yourself being afraid to go outside, and posting about demons and other sadistic things five to ten years from now? Do you not want to give more than what you receive from your family? Come on dude get your GED, get educated further and make something of yourself. Instead of sulking around blaming things on irrelevant matters, you're the only one that can live your life and you're the only one that can change it.



If someone asked you, right now, what have you done for the greater portion of your life, can you really imagine saying to someone, that all you did was play mmos and old-school rpg games and pretty much rant on a forum about the demons in your head? I'm wracking my brain trying to understand it dude.


well for one i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and other things years and years ago. about my religion yes i worship god. But i am not a normal christen sorry man. I hate to say it am i guess a sadist and a masochist i am a odd person. I have asked many times why dose he let me think the way i do. Meh things will change one day. I dont have a social life. In truthful i am very anti social. I am not a Satanist yes almost everything i watch and listen to is evil. I cannot help. Death makes me is the only thing that makes me happy. outside that i do not know much Happyness i do not know. Sorry i was born evil and am struggeleing to be with god above


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:edit: i know you dont belive in demons. But i know they are real man. I have seen and talked to them many times. Yes magic is real. There is many types of magic. And how to use it. I just choose not to open those doors. Mabye i am crazy. I know i am a burden to my family. It hurts. But my mind will not allow me to change. Its hard to explain. I really thing i came from the abyss as the one i think and feel cannot be normal

:edit2: i will most likely not be here in 10 years man. My health is really bad and i will not go in detail on that. One day i will meet my maker. I just hope his judgement is not too harsh but meh.