... so addicting!

I can never get away from this game.
No matter how Pay 2 Win this is and how much of a money grabber this game is.

I mean, you can definitely go without spending money on Cash Shop.
Just may be a little harder? I dunno.
But someone once told me "At some point in the game, if you're patient, you can make enough gems to get $50 of SC (Slime Coins/Cash Shop Currency) if you can find a gifter."

I've spent heaps of money on this game.
But then I've also been deleting characters and remaking them, losing my heaps of money.
I'm the dumbest ****** ever existed and I'm really upset with myself wasting my money like that.

.... but I still love this game. It's the only game I love and keeps my attention...
I've tried uninstalling Fiesta Online after spending a lot of money and deleting characters and remaking them and stuff...
telling myself I won't join back... but, as of now, I'm still playing. And spent even more money.

However, I'm feeling good with this character now.
I've got a couple friends now and motivation to be a great Holy Knight (Cleric Class) like another Holy Knight is, her name is Icee in another server. And I named myself MrIcee.

So I'll just keep on playing and I'm pretty much dry on money now anyways until school starts back up when I can get back into my school job in the Cafeteria.

Hey, I don't even mind if you post here right now and tell me what a piece of trash I am, etc etc.
I deserve it, for spending hundreds on Fiesta Online, only to let it go to waste. And continue to play it

But, I think I feel a little better now getting that off my chest and letting other people know of my fail.

And, maybe you could direct me to another game that I won't be tempted to spend heaps of money on.
A cool and fun Anime MMORPG that you think would take me off of Fiesta Online and not look back.
A cool and fun Anime MMORPG that doesn't have a tempting cash shop and don't need to spend money on.