Here, it's GMT+8, 9:59 pm, July 12, 2007..
For 7 straight years..She has been one of my closest friend (is my grammar right?)..and for a while now, I just noticed that I like her..alot..(some of you may know what my problem is, because as far as I remember, I posted a thread about "Getting out of the Friend Zone, going to the Girlfriend/Boyfriend zone")..the time above..is the time that she told me that..
"I dont think you can take our friendship..to a higher level.."
But before that, I told and promised her, that no matter what happens, I'm here for her, and that we will still be friends..and now..it's like..I'm crying..this is the first time, I liked someone, SOOOOOO much...I told her, "Dont be afraid to tell me that I have no chance to be with you.."..this is just too much..I mean, 7 years straight, no feelings, just REALLY close friends, then there's just this one time that I went out with her because of her problem..then POOF..there goes the feeling..this is something..god damn it..biggest promise I ever made...










, idk go ask dr phil,most of us are only kids
