last year i was diagnosed with ocd. Ive been having thoughts about being gay. they never leave my head and its all i can think about.... all i ever say is i dont want to be gay, i dont want to be gay. im 19 years old and i have been extremly attracted to girls my entire life until last year when these obsessions started. I have a girlfriend and i get arroused when we do anything sexual such as kissing and well uhh you know... now i feel like im checking out guys, but when ever i get thoughts about them it disgusts me, so what do you guys think.
i would appreciate opnions from both gay and straigt members of the forum







