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    Quote Originally Posted by korncob View Post
    I've been listening to velvet acid christ for about 2 straight days now...it doesn't make me happier just a tiny bit entertained.

    I have no friends, no school, and no job for a year and a half (I'm moving in a year so only a year really) because I have to wait to get citizenship and job stuff -.- and I'm not going back to school..

    I have depression problems so doing regular stuff to make it go away won't work though I had JUST solved my problems but then my dad just had to move in with his GF and 2 kids so now I'm stuck for a year -.-

    @kn7ght : I can't ********** when I'm depressed except sometimes I'll have bursts of sexuality and **** it then but that only entertains me for the 2 minutes I actually do it and the 2 seconds after I finish...kind of pointless in my eyes.

    @ drawnzer : Victoria island...is all of canada this boring?
    **** to Canadian porn then, it will change your views on Canada

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kn7ghT View Post
    **** to Canadian porn then, it will change your views on Canada
    If I see another blond hair blue eye pale freak I'm going to throw up on them, maybe it will give them some damn color for once..-.-

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    first off ignoring kn7ght's posts

    second, listen to music as other suggested, try to take a walk and enjoy the nature, ride your bike, shoot some hoops, etc,

    improvise, the only thing stopping you from having fun is your mind

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    Quote Originally Posted by korncob View Post
    If I see another blond hair blue eye pale freak I'm going to throw up on them, maybe it will give them some damn color for once..-.-
    You live in a post-apocalyptic wasteland? Can I come?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Ithian View Post
    Whenever I grow depressed I either listen to music or talk with someone I care about. Friends are great for this as well, though I don't have any which I can open up to.
    I got two people for that and there's family too,or I just play the Ps2 until I'm happy again.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Espio0 View Post
    first off ignoring kn7ght's posts

    second, listen to music as other suggested, try to take a walk and enjoy the nature, ride your bike, shoot some hoops, etc,

    improvise, the only thing stopping you from having fun is your mind
    Yeah I agree with the first thing you said lmao . Anyways, if music doesn't help why don't you go out and meet some new people? I'm sure it would be much more fun.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Glavus View Post
    Yeah I agree with the first thing you said lmao . Anyways, if music doesn't help why don't you go out and meet some new people? I'm sure it would be much more fun.
    My dad won't let me leave the house, he thinks I'll go buy drugs or something.

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    what pills were u on? xanax??? boy i used to get barred out wiht those.. ya just talk tto a friend about this.. since its a bit akward talking about it to your mother and father

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    Quote Originally Posted by korncob View Post
    My dad won't let me leave the house, he thinks I'll go buy drugs or something.
    Looks like you need a game that will suck the life out of you

    WoW time?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Q_switch_css View Post
    what pills were u on? xanax??? boy i used to get barred out wiht those.. ya just talk tto a friend about this.. since its a bit akward talking about it to your mother and father
    Lol if I had xanax I wouldn't be having this problem, but no I was put on lexapro, I stopped taking it (secretly) in February though I tried taking them again a while back and it made me have mad withdrawals for about a week (hence my infraction) so I just quit them completely, I have insomnia already without pills that make me stay up all night and a doctor that doesn't know what hes doing -.-..

    I'm probably going to get prescribed to some benzos soon for sleep so maybe I could just abuse those to make myself happy and not end up killing myself or doing something stupid because I'm depressed though I'd rather just move back to my home x..x

    @ above : I can't stand WoW and I have never been addicted to a video game otherwise I would just throw my life at it for a year then quit when I moved back.

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    well when i stopped using xanax it felt really weird.. i felt scared and stuff.. but after a month i went back to normal

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    Quote Originally Posted by korncob View Post
    Well some of you already know this but I just moved to canada this last weekend and I already had visited before..I hated it here before (until I was pumped full of antidepressants then I thought the everything including hell was fantastic) but I got off of them because their dirty ****ing pills so now I'm forced to sit here till next april when I turn 18 and I'm hating it here a lot already and I'm afraid soon its going to get so bad I turn towards suicide again -.- I'm not sure what to do and games are becoming more and more dull since my mood is becoming more depressed..

    Any help guys?
    I always knew Canada was bad for you.

    Whats so bad?

    go jogging, blows alot of steam, and if you run hard enough youll collapse and fall asleep as soon as you get back.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Q_switch_css View Post
    well when i stopped using xanax it felt really weird.. i felt scared and stuff.. but after a month i went back to normal
    Yeh withdrawal sucks but your supposed to taper and it works out fine.

    @ above : canada isn't bad for everyone, I just hate rural areas and I just happen to hate this whole country because its so damned boring to me -.-

    I've also moved around 8-10 times in my life, 4-5 different states the rest were inside of the state.

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    just go torrenting and escape into video games
    go play jedi academy

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    Quote Originally Posted by daroth View Post
    just go torrenting and escape into video games
    go play jedi academy
    I've already played well over 60 MMO's and well over 120 single player games...all of which I ended up uninstalling/not liking for some reason..when I'm depressed I can't enjoy video games at all because they just piss me off.

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    well sir just get some weed and a bong
    thats legal up there right?

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    Quote Originally Posted by daroth View Post
    well sir just get some weed and a bong
    thats legal up there right?
    No, thats a misconception...its very cheap and its legal for medical purposes but I have to be 18/get parent permission for that...and I don't have any money to buy it illegally so I'm pretty screwed.

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    Alright, Canadian weed is only around $35/quad or if you wanna buy single spliffs its roughly $5, so you should have no trouble there.

    If you want a cheaper alternative to timekillers/drugs, tell your dad to buy you a bottle of Nyquil night cold syrup. Drink about 1/3 of the bottle, have a cup of water next to your bed, close your eyes and think about something you want to dream about.

    12 hours later, wake up, drink the water, and repeat.

    You could also try smoking green tea. This works, gets you high for about 30 minutes to an hour depending on how much you smoke. Get a regular pipe, or a bong, and split the bag open, spill about a pinch onto the bowl or into the pipe, light up and toke away.

    Not sure about other brands of green tea, but the brand I found was best was Celestial Seasonings, Authentic Green Tea. It's cheap, can be found at Wal Mart or any health store.

    Have fun.

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    You need to get a girlfriend.

    And some friends.

    And an education.

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    Nearest strip bar.

    Washes all my troubles away.

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    Have you thought about watching movies, or reading books?

    Personally, I get really bored at times and feel bad whenever playing video games, as that is not beneficial at all to my life in any way, so I read books, and that makes me feel muuch better, I know it seems nerdy, but it's interesting, and in some cases knowledgeable, wheather it be a book on how to survive in the wild, or some a book about some far-off land, I always find myself sucked in if it's written well enough and has an interesting story. So give that a chance if you can.

    Now if you're really not up to spending some time reading books, I find that a good movie really helps.

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    Well, he's going to be in Canada for an year as he says, and he isn't going to school, hell, he's not even allowed outside.

    Drugs are his only escape.

    Drugs... or being an hero.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Xenonight2 View Post
    You need to get a girlfriend.

    And some friends.

    And an education.
    I'm gay, not being allowed to goto school (MAYBE homeschool, but in a year...and I'm moving by then) I'm planning on getting GED though so I can goto college when I move back down.

    I ended up sneaking a few pills I found into my room so gonna just have fun with those here and there I guess :P

    @ pipster : I don't like books...but movies do help so I might go for some of those its just I've watched almost every movie that interested me somehow so it'll be tough finding one.

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    I hope you overdose on those pills, and die a horrible and slow death.

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    Quote Originally Posted by REB+ View Post
    I hope you overdose on those pills, and die a horrible and slow death.
    pfft I know what I'm doing...less than 1/4th the LD50 of rats so I'm going to be fine.

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