Bladin

[hobosexual]

I sorta remember him. Hope things work out. Does he not have cousins or uncles or something like that?

[power_gamer_6]

I remember him. Good guy. Sorry to hear.

[Paladinn]

is he legal age to live by himself?

Well many of you probably don't know me, and those that would probably have forgotten me, except for the select few i still am in contact with.

But today novemember 1st, my grandmother has passed away.

I'm currently 20 years old, and she was my backing, i lived with her and lived a carefree life, and today that ends.

I just wanted to say it was good while it lasted, and i enjoyed gaming with all of you and so long and thanks for all the fish.

I suppose it's a yes.

[olaph]

poor bladin

i can't even begin to imagine how he is feeling

Sandy send him my condolences

[kok3114]

i will be silence for him even though i dont know him, too many sadness now a day....

[Maizen]

I will give him all the hope a human can, if hope is real...

But seriously.. I have seen many threads asking for something related to sympathy.. if it's about themselves or someone they know..

Our usual reply is either a joke or we really just don't care...

So i am going to ask, What is so special about him?

Because he was a Mod?

If we should give a minute silence to every Mod, Ex Mod or Ex staff, then we should start building pope cars for them all.

You are a dick,

i really hope he is alright

[Bladin]

It's kind of odd that my friend found out from this post before i had a chance to tell him.

But regardless of that, i am 22 atm, and am currently out of work. I have been looking for work, and been to a few jobs which just didn't work out(such as fruit packing, and a vacuum salesman).

In the meanwhile i have my uncles help, and that's really all. I've never had any brothers and sisters. And since high school graduation, my friends have either commited suicide, went to the army, or moved out of town.

My aunt and cousin are in a horrible state, my cousin is failing school(at 13) and has diabetes which he isn't controlling so he gets sick often. And my aunt is suicidal and nearly crippled due to back problems(and about 9 surgeries on her back). It doesn't help that she's married to a alcoholic, and that they are all pretty stupid(reading problems, amongst other things).

and my uncle, works for the city, and is already hard pressed in his current life of taking care of himself and his property, and his girlfriend(all extents and purposes a wife, but they don't believe in marriage).

He's going to be helping me handle all the paperwork and the like, but after that... it's going to be up to me alone.

So i'm sitting here in my home, all alone, suddenly I have nobody to talk to, nobody to be around. Now that i'm truely alone at home, it really hit that my friends aren't there to be around me either, and i wish i would have put more effort into keeping a relationship going after we stopped really hanging out.

I got a few options for me.

1. keep looking for a job, and then getting by here eating cup a noodles, watching non cable tv(since theres no way i could afford that, nor internet i'm afraid)
2. Sell the house, and then try to find a cheap place to stay, while repeating the above only in a smaller building and no fear of losing the roof over my head.

Either way, this isn't fun times. I feel so very alone, and i really could use some friends up here... and i frankly don't have any.

I'm not asking for sympathy from you guys, I didn't post here, and i had no plans to post here. Sandmans been a great friend to me over the years, so don't blame him for feeling sympathy for me.