Originally Posted by Oisterboy
I can see you trying to help the guy, but dont go about trying to gain hapiness as a moral thing. You see it as If I make x person happy, then my body deserves to start feeling happy.
No, no, no. You deserve happiness. What happens if you cant find anything to give? You're a hobo with no clothes. NOTHING. Are you gonna kill yourself?
What if you do have clothes? You're gonna scramble and take your clothes off and face humiliation (even more than being a regular hobo) and climate conditions just to find someone that wants your stinky clothing? You'll be making yourself unhappy.
There is a famous quoute, "The best way I know of helping the poor, is to not be one of them." Plug in happiness where it says poor.
You may be sincerely hurting, and I'll believe that till you say otherwise. But all you're doing it right now is using it as a half assed cover up for your interest in things that are considered taboo in your culture.
You're parents are upright catholics? You're friends? People you care about? Authoratitve figures? You'd hate to feel the guilt to feel bad about wantin gall this stuff infront of these people. So your subconcious, wich is striving to make you happy (in this case through your curiousities), might have used that girl shit as an excuse. That build up could of really been curiousity + guilt.
Please do me a favor and list all the things you're considering doing now, you though was bad before. I dont know why, but I want to help you now.
That is the god dam truth.
Weed makes you happy by choking away all your uncomfortable feelings.
It takes away stress, and self-conciousness, and a whole bunch of negative things.
This whole past school year. I didnt have one girlfriend, because I was scared of girls and people, and had no confidence because people called me ugly all my life.
I smoked weed that one night at the dance, and I stole two girls from their boyfriends, and had some fun with a lot of other girls. Because I let go.
Let go.
